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Tuesday, October 31, 2006


so far the holidays are...BORING! nothing to do sia...everyday stay at home...watch tv,sleep,eat and use com...now i use the com until sian alr sia...then start watching tv to entertain myself...and i think i'm starting to like watching "bob the builder"...oh ya...and also stay at home day dreaming...thought a lot of things...many questions popping our in my head...



words cant express my feelings,my thoughts and my actions...

;7:45 pm


Monday, October 30, 2006


it's so boring...super boring.cant go shoping cuz bored of it...bored of taking neoprints also...some more dont even have the money to spend on them...everyday do the same thing...eat,sleep and watch tv.

can u imagine...i'm so bored that i even watched saseme street today =S lol...but nvm...cuz on firday,gonna go out and play games with some people...gonna play water games...very scared that in the end they say dont wanna go sia...and wat if something happen...like if one person is not in the mood to play or not high enough,the whole thing will be ruined...and wat if we dont have the stuffs needed...and wat if everyone got bored playing with that game after a while...still think of more games to play...can someone give me some ideas which we can play on that day?



sadness,happiness and confusion all within me....
i'mswingingalotthesefewdays...

;6:52 pm


Sunday, October 29, 2006


i'm missing you...missing every part of the camp..and i still wanna have water poured on me sia.not drops of water only.but a whole bottle of water! so shiok sia...haha...and my arm is still aching...then now my mouth got ulcer...and i still wanna have such activities!!! but the saddest thing is that...the camp was over...haiz...

a sad day for me which i juz dont know why i'm feeling like this

;5:13 pm


Saturday, October 28, 2006


i'm back from the camp! got miss me? i'm sure have one la.lol! let me blog about the day before the camp until now.the memories i had with me back here...

day 1(thursday-26 oct):

went to sch with a very big bag.after assembly,went up to the hall for the closing ceremony.sec1-3 pupils all squeeze in the hall.after that went back to class...did some spring cleaning.teacher returned us our report book and report slip and the test papers and some other things.

that time i was quite angry.which was why i didnt really talk a lot.cuz in the morning,dont know who pass me the math project thingy.then i told someone to pass it to vaness cuz i have to do my duty then cannot have it with me.then after the closing ceremony,we went back to classroom and i saw the math thingy on my desk.then i told liane and vaness,either of them,to bring it back cuz later i have the camp.then liane reply me back "nvm lor.u take with u to the camp la" then i was like super pissed off la.then didnt talk alr.damn pissed off.

then after sch,went to look for my sister to pass her my things.then told her i still got some other things to pass to her.then went to change.after that went to her class to look for her again but she wasn't there.then went around looking for her with the math thingy.but still cant find her.then went to throw away the math thingy.

then went to assemble outside council room.waited and waited.then took the bus to the jetty...then took the ferry to st john's island.then went to have our lunch.our meals were always the same thing.packed lunch, water(sometimes soya bean drink) and pudding or apple.after that went to put our things.then thought of our group names and cheers and the things for the campfire.

i was in group 2 and my group name was actually bull fighters.but dont know how come in the end we all called ourselves as fighters.lol.our group instructor is eunice.group 1 is called smurfs and their instructor was eunice also...then group 3 is called pare.their instructor is timothy but he is known to be called tina.group 4 is called otso which means 8 and their instructor is serene..then also got another instructor who is our mother as well as father.he's melvin but we most people call him melissa.tina and melvin very childish sia.they always entertain themselves by doing some silly stuffs.

our first activity was dry rafting.some people had to make the water bombs and some had to make the target board and the rest had to make the raft.then i helped to make the water bombs.then instructor melvin helped us fill the water bombs also.and he ended up splashing water on us...that's so nice of him...lol...he was like trying to tie the water bomb...then dont know wat happened and he poured some of the water on melissa.lol! then some of the bombs had holes in it and he go squeeze.then some people kana.i also kana.then he still act blur by saying "where got hole?no hole wat".then continued squeezing again.then after that we took some of the spoiled ones and go spray at him.haha...quite fun...during the game,got myself wet.then for the last round,our target board kana wet.then we all quickly go use it and clean the water on andre's shirt cuz he was still dry...and we won.haha..after that dont know do wat...cant remember.

after dinner,gathered at the MPH and played some games and learnt some cheers.it was quite fun.one of the games was that all of us had to be in a big circle.then the instructors told us to face our right...then dance.we had to stand in such position like boy then girl then boy then girl.but too many girls alr so some girls had to be the guy.so joyce was one of the "guys"..then asked some people if wanna change role nort...all said no.

the song for this game was "as we walk to the left as we walk to the right.as we walk as we walk as we walk walk walk.with a heel...and a new friend found." the girls had to lift up their hands and the guys had to hold the girls' hands then start doing the movements.then joyce was my partner.then was some other girls...forgot who alr.then was eliza.then i ask her if wanna exchange roles nort.then she quckly say dont want.bad sia...next was christopher.then was another guy then earnest then abu i think.cant really remember who the people i played with were.only can remember these few.

after that had night walk.we were allowed to choose to go in pairs or alone.i decided to go alone cuz it doesn't seem to be that scary.then i waited and waited for my turn.almost fell asleep while waiting.after waiting for about 1hr,it was my turn.then i walked until a part where there is 2 ways.then i cant see any light sticks around.then i decided to walk straight.then saw the light sticks...phew...then again the same situation happened.then took the path i have decided.then walked for a while and mark ran past me cuz he need to go to the toilet urgently..lol...then i continued walking.then had to walk up the steps.quite tiring walking up the steps...walked past some instructors.

then got one part is when walking past some trees,suddenly got someone ask "wat number".it was tina...then finally i reached our camp site.then got some people said that they kana shocked by tina cuz he was sitting at where we cant really see him.then he juz suddenly asked "wat number".after that went to sleep...

day 2(friday-27 oct):

woke up at 6+.prepared and assemble at the MPH at 7.30am.then had morning jog.after breakfast,our first activity,which was cluedo, for the day started...instructor jeremy told us a story about st john's island.we had to go around and find out who killed max,with wat weapon and where is the scene of the crime.after that,had our lunch.then had campfire prep.

our next activity was the island casualties.our instructor will choose 2 people.then we had to carry the 2 casualties to the beach.we also had to carry a dustbin half filled with water.then on the way,had to collect some branches.our casualties were melissa and staphenie.at first i had to carry melissa with some other people from my group.after we finished almost half the journey,we decided to think of some other ways cuz all of us find that carrying melissa was very diffcult.carrying melissa was a tough job...then i changed to carry staphenie.then some other people carried melissa.

carrying staphenie was a lot easier...yu en,abu,cheryl and me carried her until she sleep sia....lol!not in a deep sleep though...then we keep on talking and laughing while carrying her.it was quite fun carrying her although there's some weight on my shoulder.finally we reached the beach.we were the second group to reach there.after that,we sat in a circle and talked and also rested.

after that,had our next activity which was quite tough.the instructors suddenly became so strict and serious.then we did the buddah clap.did 300 of them...do until my both hands so tired until i wanna put them down.

after the buddah clap,was the squeeze and spread.the sec 1&2 had to protect the sec3 not to let any instructors pull them out.there's people being pulled out for every rounds except the last round.the last round,everyone really worked together.then when someone was being pulled by the instructor,all the girls were like "dont let go,dont let go!"got one time everyone were like "jiayou,jiayou" even the malays.so united...

after a few rounds,the instructors started to pour water onto us.then everyone were like "everybody close your eyes" or "WATER!!!" haha...then there's a few times instructor veron tried to pull me out.she pulled quite forcefully.but i was holding tightly onto my wrist.when the instructors wanted to pull someone out, the people around the person would all try to push the instructor away from that person.heard that some of them even kicked the instructors sia.lol!these 2 activities were the most serious ones.it seemed like we were having army training sia...

then we were given the time to go play in the sea.after that carried the branches and dustbin back to the camp site.poured out the water in the dustbin.some used it to wash themselves.then dont know who ask if anyone want to have the whole water poured on them.then michelle was like "me,me,me!" then the guys hold up the whole bag of water.when lifting up the bag to pour on her,the plastic bag broke and only some of the water was poured on michelle.coincidently when the bag broke,grace was there and the rest of the water splash on her.haha...

then went back to the camp site.a lot of people were queueing to bathe.so me and joyce juz used the water bottle and pour water on ourselves.the feeling was so shiok sia..after that had dinner.our shirts and shorts were still very wet.after that went to the beach for the campfire.everyone were enjoying themselves even the teachers and the instructors.but the instructors dont need say one la.they always enjoy themselves de.even at meal time.group 4 was the first to present.they did a drama like that.it was quite funny.then was group 3.a dance presentation.after that, played the copy cat game.after the game,was group 1's turn to present.a drama showing the advertisement.followed by my group.we sang the song "pass it on".then did some cheers.then got one cheer we always forgot how to do.at first our response were quite loud.then it became softer and until dont even have sound sia.then dont know who say "purposely one" then we start all over again but still the same thing la.then we juz ended like that lor.haha...the instructors did a dance.after that they had a speech to each group.

after that had some group reflections until 11pm.then went to sleep.

day 3(saturday-28oct):

woke up and packed our bags to go back to singapore.my arms aching when i woke up sia.cuz of the buddah clapping we had.everyone also the same.then gathered at the MPH.after that had our breakfast and went to take our belongings and put them at the MPH.then went to the beach.did some reflections.at first was individual reflections then group then the who council reflections.then went back to the camp site.had a cheer competition between the instructors and council.after that went to take the ferry backhad our group photo while waiting for the bus to come.after we reached sch,me and joyce went to buy bubble tea.then went home.

when i reached home,quickly went to bathe sia.cuz is like 3 days didnt bathe.after that slept til 8+.my hands still aching...almost lost my voice during the campfire.throat dry dry one.



the camp was so fun.at first i thought that it would be very boring and tiring.but it turned out to be very fun.then my group at first all of us were not very co-opperative when staphenie and grace and some other people were trying to get us together as a group.but after si ni talked to us,we juz suddenly very united.our group was the quietest one.but still quite alright la.missed st john's island sia...although there's nothing there.although cannot buy anything there or go play electronic games,it's still quite a nice place...oh ya..we're the first to have campfire at the beach...cool right..


the times we had...the jokes we made...all so memorable yet now we had to seperate...leaving only the memories with us from u...i'll miss you...



courage,confidence,laughter,dicipline,care and love

;9:39 pm


Wednesday, October 25, 2006


went crazy today in sch.was super crazy.

well...today got the inter-class competition.reached sch at 8+ and went to hall for the presentation of the science invention.so had to skip my duty today.we were in the hall playing and joking a lot.then take pledge alr and we still making a lot of noise then talking so loudly.then saw joey and her group taking the pledge then quickly joined in sia.when it's my group to presentation,all of us stood up from our seats before it's our turn to present.then liane was walking towards the stage and the she suddenly tripped over something.then i started laughing as usual.lol..

on the stage presenting,i said very few only.said the part the materials needed.then i had to demo also.so when vaness talking on the mic,i demo the thing out la.cuz i dont know how to use the sponge wat.so then jasveen told me to squeeze the sponge so that the soap will come out then i squeeze so long still dont have.and started laughing again.then jasveen helped me squeeze a little and got foam coming out alr.then the rest of the demo i did la.the is like they go open the wrong file la.so no pictures if the sponge or anything.then when i walked down from the stage,saw sharmaine keep on laughing.which is obvious that she's laughing at me.after that played with the sponge while walking towards the toilet to clean up.we didnt win...there's only consolation available for us..haiz...

then went for the inter-class competition.then we discussed who to be reserve.at first they said that me and esther take turn to play.but in the end,i didnt play and esther played lor.then we got first for the game.

then it was recess and is like sherilyn keep on complain saying that i didnt do anything and can get a trophy alr. then keep on hitting me also.she crazy sia.lol! but is like i also wanna play in the game one lor.but then...ya la.then went to canteen talk and played for a while while sherilyn was at yonglin's classroom.then while going to her classroom,sherilyn came down with my sudoku book.so i went to chase after her for my book.then is like in the canteen she was holding my hand and i was holding her hand.then we were like lesbians like that sia.gross! then got my book back and played for a while at the canteen.then went up to the hall.

saw joyce and liane and talked and played.then liane suddenly went crazy.she suddenly said that i like andre..like wth la.then she go pull me...like dont know for wat la.lol! then went downstairs played some more and went back to the hall to play again.LOL! then in the hall played with sherilyn.cuz is like she wanna hit me again.then her hands were spreading wide and i hold her both hands.then went crazy.we started to dance sia.lol!then went to assemble in the hall for the post exam programmes.it was not as boring as the ones we had on monday.after that went back to classroom and andre passed me something.he said is for the maths thingy one la.me and charmaine was partners when we doing that thingy and i think we won something for doing that thingy at science centre.then i was like blur blur one lor.cuz didnt know that there's prizes for that la.and is like the answers for the worksheet is copied form vaness.lol! today damn weird sia.received prizes for doing nothing and spending no effort in it.lol! should i say it's bcuz of luck?

then went to have lunch and then handbell.stand until my leg pain sia.then walked to inter.did something stupid.on the way saw 3 of them.still dont find that he's charming.juz as ordinary as the others.then took bus home.

joyce and liane's spreading too many rumours around alr.first was theodore.and now,it was andre.so who's next? yonglin and sherilyn also.keep saying about dumbo.when i said that,it doesn't mean that u know.lol.then is like i keep on having injuries all over me.it juz suddenly appeared in me.first,it was my toe.next,was my neck.then when my neck ok alr,was my hand.and after my hand was ok,was my mouth.after my mouth was ok,was my eye now.one after the other.so now is my toe and my eye got problem.so which will be the next?!

tmr's the camp alr.wont be back for a few days.so dont miss me arh.lol!





rumours,craziness,moodswings and...missing you

;7:17 pm


Tuesday, October 24, 2006


woke up at 11+ taday.then went out at 12+ to meet yonglin and sherilyn.then from tampines inter,walked to yonglin's house.when i reached her house,i was sweating like mad alr cuz it was in the afternoon then the sun super hot.then pressed the doorbell twice and no one open the door and called yonglin.then she told me that they left alr and said that she told me that they go first.damn irritated.actually a bit only la.then told me to go centuary square to meet them.so i have to walk back to tampines inter again.damn it!


by the time i reached centuary square,my back all wet.then met them.when i saw them,yonglin started laughing.then sherilyn and me also laughing.then i went crazy liao.gone bonkers while walking back to centuary square.lol.laughed until like mad sia.

then went to yonglin's house.watched princess hour.did sudoku and played and talk crap.then at 5+ went home.walked back to inter again.with sherilyn.

while walking,i saw a ball flying around.then told sherilyn that it might be them.then she say that their ball not white one.then we started joking about SOMETHING.sherilyn saw their ball before! lol! then i saw someone who looked like agustus.i thought is some other people and not him.then told sherilyn it's not them.then we walked some more then finally knew that that person is agustus.dont know what's wrong with my eyes..thought that agustus is some other people.lol! then me and sherilyn were shocked la.then we stunned at one corner sia.didnt move at all for a while.cuz too shocked to move.lol! then we started to walk very fast and even walked the other way.

before we even saw him,we were like talking that they wouldn't be that lame and free to go there and play soccer.but after we saw him,i knew something about them.which is...the answer is obvious.keep it a secret..shh! -.-'''

tmr is the presentation! it's gonna drive me crazy sia.3 times presenting the same thing.scary! hope that it will be a sucess for my group and that i wont laugh in front of the public.which might make them think i'm crazy or wat.lol!

;6:28 pm


Monday, October 23, 2006


i juz cut my hair.and it's so diffcult to tie it.and it's not very nice.then today when yonglin saw me,she keep on laughing la.wa seh~is like that time she cut her hair i didnt even laugh lor.but maybe i went crazy teasing at her only.lol.

today the "lessons" sucks! is like the whole day talks and talks and talks from teachers and people from some organisations.then the first talk was about dicipline by mrs see.then was super boring.almost feel like having 2 tooth picks at my eyes.lol.after her talk i think was the spca talk.cuz charmaine was sitting beside me and everytime there's cute pictures of animals in the slides,she would pull my uniform and start to go crazy and sometimes even out of control.lol.then suddenly vaness joined her sia.so both of them keep pulling my shirt,vaness tried to tickle me also.is like one side is vaness,the other side is charmaine.then i got no where to go alr.and i went down from my seat.then liane was like "geraldine,what are u doing".and i was like"erm..."lol.


then it was recess.then i went to collect something from ms lam.then when i came down to the canteen,heard them calling sherilyn and yonglin that again.then both of them went angry again.after recess was talks and talks and talks again.the talks were so damn boring.


then immediately after sch,went to the auditorium for the science invention.ended at 2+ and then went for the netball practice to practice for the inter class games on wednesday.then practice until 5+ went mac and eat.then practiced outside mac until 5.30pm like that.then i went yonglin's house to watch tv and they told me about something which had happened to them while going to sherilyn's house. at 6pm,went home liao.


2 more days to camp...

;10:22 pm


Sunday, October 22, 2006


today is sunday.so woke up early and headed to the church.then after service,er jie and i wanted to go expo.but she didnt bring her ez-link card.in the end we walked to expo from our church.the distance is not very far.so can walk there.

then we walk until the place where there is a big plot of empty land.there is nothing except sand and grass.but beside the land got construction going on.then at first i ask er jie if wanna walk that way nort.then she say it will lead us to some where.then we walked further.then i ask er jie whether wanna walk that way nort cuz short cut wat.cuz it might talk us a lot of energy and time to use the long way and we dont even know if it will lead us to expo nort.

so we take the short cut lor.then cut through the big plot of land.the land full of grass sia.and the grass are like so long.got one time i almost fall cuz suddenly there's a hole which is quite deep.then we walked and walked and while walking,i was sceaming and complaining.but most of the time i was screaming.until there's no way for us to walk alr cuz got drain which was covered with grass.but we thought that if we walk the other way which is to walk back near to the contruction site,there might be no more drain alr.so we walk back but the grass in the drain is getting lesser and lesser.then the drain is not getting smaller.instead,is starting to have water in it some more.

so after walking for a while back near the construction site,we decided to cross over the drain to the other side.then we found a spot which is good for us to go over that drain.then we walked down and the grass was getting longer as we walked down towards the edge of the drain.then my er jie went over the drain first.then when she was at the other side of the drain,she helped me hold my bag with her.

then my turn to go over the drain alr.i didnt dare to go over sia.cuz i was scared wat if i drop into the drain.then i'll get wet and dirty.then wat if i go over halfway and suddenly slip and fall.then er jie hold my hand and called me not to jump but to slowly put one of my leg there first.then i dont dare to use her method and i juz jump over the drain.luckily i didnt drop or something sia.lol!

then we continued to walk to expo.and finally,we reached there.then we went to the toilet to get the "souvenirs" out.cuz there's a lot of weeds collected when walking through the land.

then we went to buy burger king for lunch.that was my 3rd time eating burger king.we called for take away then went inside expo,sat at one corner and eat.cuz inside got air-con.lol.then after eating,we went in.then look look and bought some stuffs and went home.

;6:00 pm


Saturday, October 21, 2006


juz kana shock by my sister sia...told me that the contacts in my phone all gone.cuz she go reformat my phone.i was like "HUH?!" so loudly until my throat a bit pain sia.lol.luckily it's not gone sia.the contacts in the memory card all gone but the sim card ones not gone yet.


the days are getting more and more terrible sia.sec3 people quarrelling with us.but i cant be bothered to join in with the querrelling la.so only sherilyn and yonglin quarrelling with them.and the querrel is getting worst.it seems that a fight's coming up soon.what will happen on monday?stay tuned at my blog on monday.lol!


all i can hope is that the sec3 people will juz get bored with this conflict soon and everything will be okay.and
yonglin and sherilyn,good luck to the both of u on monday!!!

;6:52 pm


Friday, October 20, 2006


was awaken by sherilyn's phone call this afternoon at 1 like that.then i ignored her call and continued to sleep.hehe..after a while,yonglin called my house.then i talked with her on the phone for a while.she told me that she and sherilyn at eastpoint.then we hang up and i went to prepare myself.then walked to eastpoint.met them at eastpoint.then we went arcade for a while.didnt play anything.then walk around eastpoint for a while then went take the mrt to tampines.

then while going to the simei's mrt station,sherilyn and yonglin almost take the escalator which is going down.then when i saw them about to take their first step,i quickly told them they took the wrong one.then we were all laughing like mad sia.the person giving out flyers also laugh...but not that obvoius la.


then reached tampines,we went to meet yonglin's mother.then went to play some game then went to buy clothes then play game again then went to buy clothes again then went to play game again.lol.then we went to popular then bought the sudoku.then yonglin's father fetch all of us home.

;6:15 pm


Thursday, October 19, 2006


today's so fun and interesting...if everyday the lessons are that fun and interesting,that'll be great la! the whole sch went for outing except the sec 4 cuz they got exam in sch.sec 1 and 2 went to science centre.

on the way there,i was sitting with mich.then david and james wanna change seat with us and we also wanna change with them.so we have to secretly change seat cuz mrs toh said that we cannot stand on the bus.then when mrs toh was infront sitting and not looking,we quickly change ur seat.then she suddenly turn behind.me and mich was like still standing la.then mich quickly went back to sit down with james beside her.cuz james has moved to our place alr.lol.then i quickly squat down in the middle of the bus.then i heard sean saying "how come suddenly got a girl squating here".then mrs toh start scolding and her scolding is like talking one la.then mich,me and david went to change seats.

after changing our seats,me and mich were like laughing until we cried la.cuz the way we react when mrs toh turned behind was like so funny.then mich keep on asking me why i squat down.cuz is like when she turn behind,there was no seat for me alr cuz mich went to sit back there and the place where david and james were sitting,was like quite far.i dont know what to do and all i thought of was to squat down in the middle of the bus trying to hide.lol! then mich's reaction was also very funny la.is like she quickly went to sit with james la.LOL!

when we reached there,we got about 1hr to exibit the place.then me and charmaine walked around the place and played with a lot of the stuffs.on the way,we did the worksheet.we played with the things for about 35mins then charmaine start to be serious liao.she was like so eager to complete the worksheet la.but in the end we copied most of our answers from vaness.when we see interesting things,we would stop and play with it for a while.after a while,charmaine will say"let's go",but then i still staying and playing with the things.there's a few times i did not wanna go until charmaine had to pull me away from there.lol.then i always call her to go up level 2.but she dont want.so in the end we didnt go to level 2 and play.

then at 11am,we went to gather outside the place.then went in again for the math attack.the math attack was something like that person would give us a few puzzles and we have to solve them.it was quite fun.me,vivien and charmaine group together and we solved 7 puzzles altogether.but for one of the puzzles,we were supposed to construct a square and a rectangle but we only know how to construct a square.then dont know how to construct a rectangle.in the end we hack care and went to change to another puzzle.

at 12.30,we had to go alr.reached sch at 1.15 like that.then went to the canteen and saw yonglin and sherilyn.then stay there and talk for a while with clara,wenmin and vivien.then we went home liao.had a lot of fun there sia.really hope still got a lot of this kind if trips sia.

;6:24 pm


Wednesday, October 18, 2006


i've got back all my results.not very pleased with it.passed my chinese,english,history,geography and math.then failed my literature and science.very disappointed with myself.

actually i was suppose to have fail for my geog..but then round up and so i juz passed my geog.i managed to pass my history =D i juz pass it.actually i was able to gain more marks.but for section B,i didnt write my answer in the answer paper.i wrote it in the question paper.then my 10 marks all gone liao.haiz..actually not 10 la.is less than 10 marks cuz i confirm got at least 1 wrong.

i failed my science for a similiar reason also.for the last section,i got 4/40 only.haiz...i read the instructions wrongly la.which is why..like that lor.we were supposed to do 4 questions out of 5.then i mistaken it as 1 questions out of the 4.in the end,i did 1 question out of the 5.then i got 45/100 only.argh!when i saw those few pages,really feel like crying sia.but i was some how happy.cuz although i missed a lot of marks not doing those questions,but i still managed to get 45 for the rest of the sections la.


today i damn quiet sia.many people told me that.yesterday also the same but yesterday was better than today.today is like really damn quiet la.didnt really talk until after sch.not very sure is it i'm sad cuz of my result or that cuz i dont feel like talking.the whole day in class..all i did was stare in the open space,my mind totally blank and didnt talk or read the readers' digest.


after sch,it was a bit better.but still,i didnt have the mood to talk.not even play.very long didnt have a good time laughing alr...still wondering what's on my mind when doing the papers.how could i make such a big mistake which cost me so much that i failed..

;5:03 pm


Monday, October 16, 2006


i juz dont know how to answer them whenever they ask me that...

;6:44 pm


Sunday, October 15, 2006


today woke up early to go church again.then after church,went home and i slept from 3+ until 4+.then at 4.30pm,went to mamah's house[grandparents' house]again =D had dinner there and at 7+ went to imm.shop until 9+ and i walked until my leg so pain sia.


dont think i'm able to go sentosa tmr cuz very scared my leg infection.haiz...da jie said that i've been going out these few days.but is like quite ok what.wednesday went bowling.thursday didnt go out.friday went to cousin's house.saturday went out with yonglin and sherilyn to jurong east as well as mamah's house.then today went to church and mamah's house and imm.then tmr...i dont know where i'll go tmr.is it a lot?

;11:58 pm


Saturday, October 14, 2006


yesterday reached home at 12+ cuz i went to my cousin's house.the dog so scary!!! today was a bit tired..went out at 10am and met yonglin and sherilyn at small mac.then went to take mrt to jurong east.

when we reached there,went to kfc to eat.then went up to the ice skating place.when we went into the place,we were like shivering.the place was very cold.after that went to take neoprint.then went to walk for a while and went to take mrt back.then i alight at tiong bahru.at first yonglin and sherilyn were like pulling my shirt trying to stop me from going then after that dont know why yonglin say nvm.so sorry sia..i juz left like that.sorry...[dont misunderstand that i dont wanna go your house leh,yonglin..is that i wanna go visit my grandparents]

then i went to their house.the last time i met them was like january or febuary..then had my dinner there and went home.i was like super full..so full until my stomach's gonna burst.lol..

;8:36 pm


Thursday, October 12, 2006


woohoo~!finally the exams are over!yesterday juz ended...the last paper was chinese paper2.the paper was so boring.almost fell asleep while doing the paper cuz the chinese words makes me wanna sleep.lol..

then after the paper,we waited for sherilyn for like an hour.and while waiting,we were also "watching movie" cuz her class got some people having caned by some of the teachers.the class got 7 teachers including the principal sia.can hear the sound of the caning from the canteen some more.

then after she came out,we went to yonglin's house then to sherilyn's house.then went to centuary square to take neoprint.then went to safra to play bowling.first time play bowling and obviously not good that good.at first i won them then for the next game,i became last cuz all went into the drain.lol..

then went back to tm and walk until 6pm like that and went to yonglin's house to watch tv.while watching,they started playing the stupid game again.this time they weren't that high as before la.but after that,they started to try to stuff the papers into my ears,nose and even my shirt sia.then very ticklish.then i go throw it inside yonglin's shirt.haha!then went home.


i'm sleeping so early thses few days la.trying not to sleep that early now...

;3:14 pm


Monday, October 09, 2006


history paper was quite alright la juz that section B i dont know how to do most of the questions.then after sch,went to yonglin's house again to study.then we play and talked and had our lunch.is like today yonglin went crazy sia.then we went downstairs to buy ice cream also.then went back to her house and studied for a while.then at 4m,went to pasar malam.actually all of us wanted to go and cycle.but then while trying to carry the bike up the staris,i dont know what and why it happened la.but all i know was that my toe hit the bike and cuz it was injured,blood started to flow out from the injury.a bit of blood flowing out only la.then i went back to wash that area and took a packet of tissue along with me.then in the end,i didnt cycle.only sherilyn and yonglin cycled there.then we walk until 5+ and went back.then watch tv.and at 6pm,me and sherilyn went home.


today sherilyn was like so not her.she is like quite quiet and didnt went high.she didnt go around hitting other people or bullying them sia.shocking.lol!then yonglin was also not like her normal self..is like she went crazy and very high today la.she was dancing,trying make some actions which would seduce someone.then she also got sing and when she sing,it went out of tune a lot of times.usually she wont one la but i think cuz of her high-ness,that's why she sing out of tune sia.lol!

;7:40 pm


Friday, October 06, 2006


had literature paper today.my answer sheet was full of crap.lol...is like 90% of the answer i copied from the passage.i think the teacher will have a hard time trying to know what i'm writing cuz i wrote until very untidy.that was my handwriting during exams.lol...

after exams,went to yonglin's house actually to study history.we did study but for a while,less than half an hour.then we started playing and talking and laughing.we played the gluey balloon thingy.then we went downstairs to buy more of taht thingy.then went back to continue playing it.we sticked 9-13 of it together.then after getting tired of sticking them together,we went to burst it.and when we burst it,there was a lot of saliva from 3 different person.lol..then we open another pack of it and played it.then we sick of playing it alr and went to throw away the rubbish and clear up the mess.then went to her room and have "meeting" discussing on where to go after the exams and during holidays.then at 5.45pm like that,sherilyn went home and i walked to interchange again.

;8:09 pm


Thursday, October 05, 2006


i'm so dead!!! geog paper i left 1-2 questions which worth more than 1 mark BLANK!!! then got 1 question i didnt do finish cuz got not enough time to do finish it lor.

had sch,then got geog paper...obvious la..cuz i juz wrote it on the top! then after geog paper,went downstairs to meet them.after a while,the group of lolli-green-pop-tea people came.is juz some of them only la.then yonglin sherilyn's reaction the same again"my gosh!"lol! then i went to buy soya bean..

then went to yonglin's house.then on the way,when crossing the road,2 cars were coming towards me cuz i crossed half of it alr ma.then is like both...ya.dont understand the "ya lauguage nvm one..lol.then i quickly walk back to the...ya.after both cars passed,then we cross the road.then sherilyn and yonglin was like"u wanna commit suiside also must leave a letter before going."then i was like"..."lol! at her house,we watched the tv until 11.30am like that then her mother came back.then she say we must study until 12.30pm then can watch.then study until 12.30pm,her mother call us to come out and eat.then finish eating,...forget wat happened alr..lol..then her mother went out.then sherilyn was in the room reading totto-chan.me and yonglin was outside watching vcd.i was also reading charlie and the choclate factory.then we went downstairs to buy things.we bought the gluey thingy that can blow into a balloon kind one la.

then we went upstairs and play the thingy.then play halfway,yonglin's mother came! then we quickly hide the things.i quickly hide my "art work" underneath her bed,in her room.then yonglin was too anxious until she go burst the whole thing cuz dont know where to hide it was.then all of us went into the room then started laughing.then i suddenly rmb that still got one more thing we forgot to hide! it was the rubbish.then i quickly run too the living room to throw away the rubbish.luckily her mother didnt see it sia.lol! then we in the room started laughing when yonglin showed us the leftover which she had bursted.then after a while,me and yonglin's mother went to the clinic again for check up.we walk there and on the way there,we saw a lot of cockcroach sia.is like mostly are dead one some more.then yonglin's mother was like"tsk..haiya...tsk.."then i was there giggling.lol! then we were also trying to avoid the cockcroaches.then i saw a few of them is like there is some kind of yellowish liqiud flowing out of their body.then damn gross! then after check up,then we went back.when we go in,i can smell the thingy and went to tell them that i can smell.then her mother also smelt it and started scolding again.lol! then she call us to go in to study.then we went into the room lor..in the end,we didnt study.instead,we were planning where to go after exams.lol..then at 5.30pm like that,me and sherilyn went home and yonglin went downstairs to buy food for dinner.then she saw cockcroach then scream.then sherilyn walked home and i walked to interchange then also walked to the bus stop opposite the library.then took bus and went home.

;7:46 pm


Wednesday, October 04, 2006


went to sch as usual..then reached sch at 7.30am like that cuz i need to study for my math as i haven really study for it.then at 7+ almost 8,went to outside council room to have meeting.then met yonglin and sherilyn juz when the meeting has ended.then went back to classroom then talk here talk there again.then juz when me and joyce were about to go downstairs to do our duty,xianhui came to us and asked us some questions.then is about mean,median,mode.then i see the paper and quickly siam sia.cuz we were like rushing to go for our duty la.then joyce call me to wait for her so i juz waited lor.anyway also can skip a bit of duty.hehe..after that,we went downstairs to do duty and when i reached there,melissa(my partner)was like"why u now then come?so late."then i i didnt reply her cuz is like i dont wanna talk to her.the way she say like not very happy with it one sia.is like last time worst she worst than me la..during racial harmony day that time,she got come to sch and was not late for sch.then she didnt even go for duty which made me and our mentor went looking for her.we were like"where's melissa?" then is like damn fuck la.and i dont like melissa is cuz she very bossy and bitchy which many also agrees with me.is like her skirt very short then our mentor say that she needs to lengthen her skirt.then she told me that our mentor's skirt is shorter than hers which is not even true la.i seriously pity myself cuz i have to be her partner.then dont know when it will end.i juz hope that it will end very soon sia..okay i think i should go back to my story la.write so much complaints about her.lol...where did i stop?erm...oh ya...then i dont need to do my duty cuz the teacher come alr.then went back to classroom to take pledge and math paper.it wasn't tough..quite ok la that paper.but some questions i not very sure how to do so anyhow do lor.the paper ended at 10.15am then by the time the teacher finished collecting our papers,it was alr 10.20am i think.

then went downstairs to buy food.and went to yonglin's house again to study.at first when we reach her house,we were watching the vcd instead of studying.then while watching,me and sherilyn were calling yonglin to go cycling and yonglin say it's going yo rain.then at 12 like that she agreed to go cycle alr.then we prepare alr then she say cant find the bicycle keys.then we went around searching for the keys but still cannot find it.then in the end,we didnt find the keys and went to cycle.b4 we go cycle,yonglin the bicycle got problem cuz her brother go hit and then something from the back wheel spoil and the bike cannot move backwards.then the 3 of us tried to take the thing out.while doing,her mother came back alr.then her mother called her brother to come out and help us with the bike cuz is he spoil it one wat.then by the time we are done with the repairing and all that,it was alr 12+ almost 1pm.lol! then we went to the park to cycle again.and saw the group of people again.everytime see their face,the 3 of us the day will be ruined by them one sia.then dont feel like doing anything not even talking.then went to the clock playground but when we went there,it was renovating then we went near sherilyn's house to play.then have to pass by there.but we took another route so as not to see them la.then we stay there talk for a while.actually i wanted to go the playground and play and have a look at the playground one but when i reach there,dont feel like playing alr.then when we were resting,sherilyn suddenly say"they there leh!" then me and yonglin turn back to see whose there la.it was actually some if the group of people which we saw b4 that.then one of them like keep looking at our direction la.after a while,we finish eating alr and we went back.b4 we went back to yonglin's house,we went to the playground near her house and talk then play for about 10-15 mins and went upstairs alr.then when we reach her house,her mother was like scolding saying that how come we go play.then yonglin say "we go play to relax ma" then her mother was like"relax after exam and not during this time hor!" then we immediately went into the room to study.i no mood to study sia.cant get the info to my brain.in the end me and sherilyn were like copying yonglin's notes.lol..then at 6.30pm like that,her father fetch us home.

;8:17 pm


Tuesday, October 03, 2006


this morning when i woke up,my neck damn pain sia.almost late for sch today.cuz the bus got problem like that.took so long to close the door then when u alighting that time and u tap ur ez-link,will not get through one lor.in the end reached sch at 7.20am like that.is like so late la.then the council room the door close already and so i have to put my bag outside council room.then after morning assembly,had the science paper.i think i'm gonna do very badly for it sia.is like i duno how to do a lot of them then anyhow do lor.all the chim,chim words appeared in the paper.lol.after finish doing the science,i still got a bit of time.so i was very free then i suddenly rmb that today got chinese compo and letter writing then need to have chinese dictionary.i totally forgot about it and when i rmb,it was too late alr lor.then when the paper end,it was recess.so i was asking around for chinese dictionary.in the end still didnt get to borrow any dictionary.then is like damn unlucky la!so i did the chinese compo and letter writing without any dictionary.then i choose the topic"childhood memories".then while writing,a teacher came in.then she walked towards me and ask me where's my dictionary.then i told her i forgot to bring lor.then after dont know how long,my chinese teacher came in and ask me the same question.wa~then her face was like black one sia.lol...i tried to use all the easy words which i can rmb one.luckily i got less than 5 words dont know how write sia.
after chinese paper,went to yonglin's house again to study for our math.at first we were watching the tv.then her mother suddenly look fiercely at us(meaning that we had to go in the room to study alr) then me and sherilyn go take the books from our bag.then went back to watch tv again.lol...then after a while,she look at us with that face again then i went into the room to study alr lor.then we on the tv inside her room then watch tv again.lol! but we were revising and watching at the same time la.then after i finish the work that yonglin gave me to do,we went downstairs to buy things and play or do something else for a while to relax ourselves.then i was like asking them if wanna go cycling again but they dont allow me.juz becuz i fell down from the bike and they dont allow me to go clcle again.argh!then went back to her house.then before we leave,yonglin help me to apply the herbal oil again.then is like when apply on my wound,yonglin was like "ouch!" and screaming like as if she's the one applying it sia.lol..then sherilyn also got scream but not as worst as yonglin.haha.then to me is not pain la so i didnt scream lor.then me and yonglin walked to interchange sherilyn also with us but halfway she went home cuz we go different way.then went to take bus home.

;7:07 pm


Monday, October 02, 2006

OUCH!


had english paper today.the paper not very easy nor difficult.so it was alright la.the first paper was compo and letter writing.i wrote about "the grave mistake".then during recess,i went around talking with people again.then wen min and me had chosen the same question.then i told her my story,how i wrote the compo la.then she was like"same leh!"is like our story very similiar la...the starting was so similiar but hers was a mansion and mine was a house.there's a bit difference in our story.then i was thinking if the marker would think if we had cheated during the exam nort.our story was about 2 girls,went to check out if the place was haunted nort.then got one girl fell down and injured herself.i think the part where she injured herself one,we both wrote the knee...think so la.then in the end the girl who fell,died.lol!is like unbelievable la.both of us had our compo almost with the same ideas.then when i was telling wen min my story,she was like always saying "same leh,same leh!"then i was there laughing as usual.haha...then after recess was compre.the first passage the story was alright but the second one was a bit chim la.then the teacher collected our papers and we all left the classroom..common sense...lol.

then after sch,met yonglin and sherilyn at the canteen and we waited for sharmaine cuz all of us were going to yonglin's house to study.so we waited for sharmaine for like almost 1hr when she told us that she will be around 15mins late.then while waiting for her,we had our lunch there and the group of irritating people came.they always spoil our day especially the guy starting with the letter "A".then he and another "A" guy were like chasing each other in the canteen like 2 childish 3 year old kids who are still sucking their fingers and wearing diapers...lol.then he went to shout"lollipop!" when passing by us.i didnt know that they loved lollipops so much that they even think that we are lollipops.i think cuz we look too sweet and maybe even sweeter than lollipops that they called us that.lol!then we waited for so long and sharmaine still had not come to the canteen to meet us and we left sch to yonglin's house first.we waited at yonglin's house for sharmaine to come and while waiting,we decided to go cycling again!then sharmaine came and she had her lunch first.then we went to cycle around.me,yonglin and sherilyn were cycling while sharmaine was walking cuz not enough bike.then we were cycling near the swimming complex when i turn,the bike slide and and i fell on the ground and injured my arm and my knee.my arm was more serious.then i was like laughing la.i juz find that it's funny la.so laugh lor.haha...when falling down from the bike,i find that it was painful but thrilling.then the auntie selling ice-cream one was like"yao xiao xin" then i still there laughing la.haha!then got some water form her to clean my arm.then a guy walked out from dont know where la..gave dont know how many plasters and something to clean the dirt off form my wound.he gave around 5-7 plasters and is like my wound not that big.lol! then we went to the seat there to clean the dirt in my wound.it was near the place where they were playing soccer.they purposely wanna go there to help me clean my wound one sia.then is like at first i didnt feel any pain on my wound.then after a while,i find that is quite pain sia.then go the seat and wash my wound,yonglin was like saying that she wanna help me do.then i was like no then she say she gonna be very gentle.then i let her do lor.but she was too gentle.by the time when she finish helping me clean my wound,it might already get infection sia.lol! then i did it myself.then we tried to think of how to paste the plaster cuz my wound too big for the plaster already then we used 2 plasters and in the end,i took then out cuz putting plasters is no use.in fact,it made me feel more pain.then waste 2 plasters juz like that.lol!then we walked back to yonglin's house.we didnt not cycle back.i wanted to,but all of them didnt let me to cycle.haiz...then at yonglin's house,yonglin gave me the medicine for my wound.then is like we closed the door before applying it.then they applied the herbal oil on my wound.yonglin put a lot sia.she put until it flowed through the cotton and onto her hands.then when she put it on my wound,it was not very pain at first and yonglin and sherilyn were like making more noise than me.like as if they were the ones injured and had to apply the herbal oil like that.then after a while,i started screaming cuz it was SO pain la! melissa who was talking to sharmaine(outside in the living room talking to melissa on the phone) could even hear that i was screaming la.lol! then we went to study.then at 5pm like that,sharmaine went home already.then from 5-6+,yonglin and sherilyn were testing me on science.then got one chapter i was very confused.which was the elements,compound,mistures and a lot others...that chapter.damn chim la.and have to remember one sia.argh! then when they were testing me,we were laughing at the same time cuz i dont even know wat they talking about la.damn confused with that chapter.then they also teach me until very jialat sia.keep on repeating the answers to me and i cant even remember them sia.spent so much effort trying to remember them la.argh! then at 6.30+ like that,me and sherilyn went home.

;9:16 pm


Sunday, October 01, 2006


haiz...tmr end-of-year exam start le.haven really start to study.have been spending my time trying to finish reading the totto-chan book.the book quite nice la.cannot play that much these few days sia.must study,study and study! then after exams must play until go crazy sia.lol.so gonna enjoy myself after exams.good luck for the coming exams.

;6:51 pm


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