Sunday, February 21, 2010
I feel so much like a lost ship, floating in the middle of the sea now =S
Well...I'm like back to the start again.
Still troubled about the career route that I want. Haiz...
Lessons has started for a week already...
And I'm like struggling a lot with all the subjects le.
But mainly is math and physics.OMG!!! =S
Seriously, I'm still unsure of whether I JC life suits me more than poly life.
Just did a test from facebook.
Which I find at least half quite true la.
From the "education" section onwards, quite true
The "job" and "success" part is like super true la.
And that's the reason which makes me feel so troubled :(
The top, not sure la.hehs.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Other people find you very interesting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you are really hiding your true self
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your friends love you because you are a good listener
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you
;12:26 am
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
It felt like so many things happened within such a short time.
First, is the news of God taking away the breath of life from AhGong.
He left on the same date as GongGong, just that it's 1 year apart.
AND! Both of them lived on Earth for the same amount of year.
Cool man~!lol.
Oh and just before AhGong left, he said "Thank You" to the maid.
That's even more cool, like to the max!
And it's quite sweet too.
The next thing was that I officially quit my job last saturday.
I'll seriously miss those people man!!!
And on my last day of work, David taught me a lot la!
Just that I can't rmb them.
But it's just about how I should see people.
Like how to know who's good or who's bad.
If only I'm able to stay longer and learn more from him, that'd be great.
I'm quite shocked when he told me that his mind is thinking whenever he's talking to others
Except for me, since I am not harmful to him.
For me, I just say out whatever's on my mind.
And he said it's not a good thing to be like that :S
It will be great to have him as an older brother.
Or maybe YeeBang is a good brother to have also.
But I think YeeBang i a better choice.
Cuz he's more mature than David.haha.
And I think he's more mature than me also.hehs.
He always seems to know what's on my mind all the time la.
I mean he can actually tell whenever I'm lying.
Okay, maybe I'm really bad at lying.HAHA.
Oh and YeeBang has actually smoked before.
SHOCKING~~!!!
I mean he don't behave like one who has been a smoker.
Anyways just came back from some career prospect talk survey or whatever you call it.
Get paid by just talking= shiok!
Seriously, I thought I'd be able to get some clue about my future.
But end up, no clue at all :(
AND! We's getting out school's posting tmr :(
Don't feel like going school.
My secondary school stuff are still lying in the room, wasting space.
;6:29 pm
Sunday, January 03, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Hope everyone will have a great 2010! :D
Well...went to work as usual on new year's eve.
On the way home, saw JinRong at I.P Zone.
And chatted with him until Clara came to see him.
Then went to watch "Alvin And The Chipmunks" at midnight.
Nice movie :D
Anyway after the movie, realised that the train and bus service closed alr
So called Kor to fetch me home.
Woke up the next day super early in the morning for work
Well...there weren't many flights.
So free that I almost fall asleep in the counter.lol.
After dinner, David brought me to this rather nice place just outside the staff canteen.
Like seriously, I didnt know that there's such a place in the airport.
Maybe only smokers will find the place.haha.
And strange enough, I've been treating him quite nice suddenly
Even I also can't explain it.
Anyways went back after dinner-ing with him.
Then saw JinRong once again.
Went in to chat with him
This time, there's this lady, who came to me and ask me what T-shirt size i'm wearing.
Kind of stunned by her actions.
And all JinRong did was stood aside and laugh
That's a nice of him sia.
Well...There isn't many flights today again.
Met this group of China seamen for the first flight.
Some of them were so talkative :S
One of them looked like donghae from SUJU!!!
Just that his hair is different from DongHae's.
AND!!! One of them is like same age as me.OMG!!!
Like shocking can!
So young working as seaman alr.
Still being uncertain of whether I should quit this job.Haiz...
Like why the company must have those unkind people in it? :(
So far asked so many people and only david said I should just continue with it.
Kiap-ed between "quit" and "Don't quit" now.
;2:54 am
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Had to work on christmas day, which is yesterday.
Not much flight yesterday, since it's christmas.
And SiWei brought Bang and I to the entertainment area to slack.
Leaving the supervisor alone at the counter.shiok!
At first they wanted to play game but all spoil
Ended up watching movie there.
Then took a sky train to T3 and toured around.
It's so darn big inside and much nicer than T2.
Woke up quite late today(as usual)
Then received a call from the company :S
The voice was so easy to recognise.
It was that childish David, trying to disturb me once again.
Really wonder when he'll grow up (mentally)
I mean the way he act, doesn't match the way he look.HAHA.
Anyways went for the annual family christmas gathering.
Turned out to be very fine.
And well...I see GongGong's image in AhGong
I mean like his condition seems to be worsening.
And it reflects the way how GongGong used to be like.
Seriously, it's worrying.
;2:06 am
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Had 3 hours of sleep before going for work yesterday.
Went to T3 to do flight with Derrick.
And on the way back, he just kept the Ms.
Back at T2,Derrick did IPA and lost some of the people.
Then one of the missing person kept saying that she's a tourist when we asked if she's working in S'pore.
Went for class gathering after work.
Had a great meal then went bowling area.
Walked back to pasir ris interchange and realised that there was no more train service.
Then we walked to tampines to take a bus instead.
Reached tampines interchange alr, the "simei" people missed the last bus.
Ended up taking a cab back to simei with the guys.
After many hours of sleep, woke up and received a sms that I DONT HAVE TO WORK TODAY!!! :D
That's the greatest news on a christmas eve :D
But sadly, there's work tmr.
With no double pay or anything for working on christmas day.
UNFAIR~!
Gotta prepare to go out later :D
;3:38 pm
Monday, December 21, 2009
Work has been fine so far.
But strange enough, I'm starting to appreciate this job.
Even though it made me depressed for one whole week.
Still kinda depressing.
Cuz I have to work even on christmas day :'(
Plus the pay is too low for this job.
Anyway yesterday was a super duper slack day.
Spent majority of the time waiting for flight -.-
The 2nd flight that I took for the day made me feel kinda awkward.
The guy is a korean...and he doesn't seem to wanna talk to me :(
Then when collecting his baggage, this old korean lady stood beside him.
And they started talking like super happily.
My point is, he don't wanna talk to me :(
First passenger ever whom I didnt talk much with when I felt like talking.
Oh...and before that, at the immigration counter, the same old lady was hilarious.
It's complicated to explain the details.
But anyways she was like speaking to EVERYONE in korean.
Which is like "HUH?!!!" for me and the officer.lol.
After going back to the counter, Bang told me that he saw Wu Zun walking past him.
I was like OMG!
But still quite all right...
At least I get to see F.T Island the other time.
With quite a good position, with no one blocking me view =D
But idk why, the person whom I saw the other time, looks like Sumgmin to me.lol.
I dont feel like typing anymore
Due to the action of some freaking idiotic asshole >:(
;3:07 am
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Just started work recently,like yesterday only.
So it's been just 2days of work and I'VE GOT LOTS TO UNHAPPINESS TO POUR OUT ALR :S
Just before I start work, alr unhappy.
Cuz they told be to start work like super duper last minute sia.
And I'm probably the youngest there ba.
All of them are like 18 and above.
Then yesterday took 5 flights in total ~busy~
Today better, 2 flights only.
The first flight better la...
Cuz got JLo help me.
BUT! the 2nd flight,I'M ALONE :S
I kind of screwed it up.
Waited for David to finish smoking then went in with him.
And he bluff me! >:(
It's complicated explaining how he bluff me
So shall not give details.
Anyways waited for this guy(shall not name the nationality)at the gate until all passengers left.
Then went around looking for him for half an hour like mad la.
End up, that person returned the hotel alr.
I really wonder if that guy or girl, whatever his/her gender is,is an idiot not la.
See their own name also no response.
But cannot totally blame him/her la.
Anyways went back to the counter to REWRITE the whole stack of forms(OMG!!! @.@)
Cuz I wrote the wrong name for ALL the forms.
Except 2 of them,since they were written by David.
Oh! And I'm able to go in the restricted area alr!!! :D
Like finally,after having many times of denied access into the place previously.
;12:43 am
